and life goes on and on and Alfie and I are still walking around the hood seeing signs of fall
| "who's that following me?" |
| we are in the daily monsoon season and got drenched in a pop up storm yesterday |
| er, what is it? |
| old cow yard flag! found in the garage |
Mama: well, best leave it be darling, want something for breakfast?
this week's conversation starter
4. Prioritize your favorites here, one two three:
TV, books, movies
1. TV right now
2. Books really #1 as well, equal to TV for escape, only I have trouble staying with the book as my mind wanders now, or I fall asleep
3. movies would be nice but are too long to focus on to the end
life is incredibly difficult right now.... my husband found out he was autistic, 10 months ago, and he's angry, resentful, demanding, and acting crazy. He left us at lunch out of the blue less than two months ago. Just announced at lunch, I'm leaving you forever
then called me so many names, is working hard to find me at fault for all his feelings, and mean.
this is opposite to his personality for the previous 30 years
he is secretive and uncommunicative, blaming irrationally, and as always never happy
so life has flipped me over like a turtle and I can't find my feet.
I am a person who seeks security so they can relax and create art from their heart
if you can, please pray for me to have direction, make good decisions, and withstands the loneliness and despair
for now, noticing the good things
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