Sunday, November 8, 2026

creativity? and real life

 

Feels like I am being swarmed by 100 wasps... so many demands, so many pains, so much I have no idea how to do.... so one night I watched TV and basted hexies. 

here they are laid out, neutrals...
Ready to sew to each other

and I painted a bird one morning... from imagination obviously. 


his wing looks like a kerhief


I feel like I am disappearing under a tsunami wave, fading away to beige

do any of you understand how to pick a medicare plan for 2027? I'll need to choose one for when the divorce is final... I'm terrified at all the changes coming for me

why did my husband just stop loving me after 33 years? 

where will I move to afford a home? How will I cope with the lonliness?