Sunday, November 8, 2026

creativity? and real life

 

Feels like I am being swarmed by 100 wasps... so many demands, so many pains, so much I have no idea how to do.... so one night I watched TV and basted hexies. 

here they are laid out, neutrals...
Ready to sew to each other

and I painted a bird one morning... from imagination obviously. 


his wing looks like a kerhief


I feel like I am disappearing under a tsunami wave, fading away to beige

do any of you understand how to pick a medicare plan for 2027? I'll need to choose one for when the divorce is final... I'm terrified at all the changes coming for me

why did my husband just stop loving me after 33 years? 

where will I move to afford a home? How will I cope with the lonliness? 

5 comments:

Debra She Who Seeks said...

I'm glad you're doing some hexis and art for self-care. You are grappling with so many hard issues and tough questions right now. I hope you find a good source of reliable advice.

Sara said...

Self care is important, and something we often resist. I am hoping you find some good help with the situations you are dealing with. There are some good resources in most communities to assist with making those medicare choices, but also helping you find affordable housing, etc.

Melva said...

I was so happy to see you back with some creating. It helps to calm your mind and nerves and I find it beneficial as I can often get a clearer answer while doing it. I've been praying for you. I am currently helping my Mom navigate a new medicare plan. Good luck.

Duke said...

I had an insurance guy come to my house one morning and he signed me up for Medicare Advantage stuff. Find an insurance guy that deals with Medicare stuff in CO. He calls me every year now around this time and lets me know if I should stay with Aetna or if another plan would be better for me. Tom is a Godsend.

Sarah Aldrich said...

I would strongly advise you to go to an advisor to pick your Medicare plan. It shouldn’t cost you anything and they can tell you which plans cover your meds and your doctors. I will find out if my guy can help in Colorado. I talk to him about our plans on Thursday. Keep plugging along. Praying for you.